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Ki mutatja, ki nem<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

ezer sz\u00ednben p\u00e1v\u00e1skodni<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

rongyos kis \u00e9letet,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

tudat alatt, tudat felett<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

mind megengedett.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00a0<\/p>\r\n

Ki val\u00f3j\u00e1ban \u0151r\u00fclt,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00e9pelm\u00e9j\u0171nek hiszi mag\u00e1t,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

ki l\u00e1tsz\u00f3lag norm\u00e1lis l\u00e9lek,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

csak egy szerencs\u00e9tlen f\u00e9reg.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

D\u00edszekben tetszelegni,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

tollakkal \u00e9keskedni,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

k\u00e9nyeskedni, megfelelni,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

l\u00e1tszat vil\u00e1gban teng\u0151dni,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

hamiss\u00e1got kre\u00e1lni,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

hazugs\u00e1ggal h\u00e1lni,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

sz\u00e9pelegni, sz\u00e9pet tenni,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

s\u00e9rtegetni, el nem m\u00fal\u00f3 harcban<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

egy alakban, egy testben,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

mennyi furcsa forma<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

l\u00e1that\u00f3-tapinthat\u00f3<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

jegyek, \u00f3 Egek, mily<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

elviselhetetlenek!<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00a0<\/p>\r\n

Most s\u00edrok, l\u00e1tod folyik a k\u00f6nnyem.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

Ez a sebezhet\u0151s arcom,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

ink\u00e1bb \u00fajratervezem,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

k\u00fcl\u00f6nben sem sz\u00e9p<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

a lefoly\u00f3s sminkem.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

Most \u00fcv\u00f6lt\u00f6k, mert meg\u00e9rdemled \u00e9des!<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

Ez az \u00e1llat arcom,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

hagylak s\u00edrni, nekem nem f\u00e1j semmi,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

k\u00fcl\u00f6nben is er\u0151s f\u00e9rfi<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

meg nem inog gyenge n\u0151i hiszti l\u00e1tt\u00e1n.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00a0<\/p>\r\n

Most cir\u00f3gatom, boncolgatom<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

r\u00e1ncaid \u00a0homlokodon.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

Kisimit\u00edom, elsimit\u00edtom,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

ez a gondoskod\u00f3 arcom,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

de nem b\u00edrom e maszkot<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

ink\u00e1bb a szem\u00e9t hurka gyurka,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

az m\u00e9gis csak t\u00e1volibb<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00a0igaz se v\u00f3t\u2019 m\u00f3ka.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00a0<\/p>\r\n

Ki elhiszi, ki nem,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

egyszerre lehet<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

bel\u00fcl \u00e9rt\u00e9kes \u00e9s felsz\u00ednes.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

Kicsit kedves \u00e9s m\u00e1zos,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

vagy \u00a0ak\u00e1r durva \u00e9s g\u00e1zos.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

Nagylelk\u0171 vagy el\u0151z\u00e9keny,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00a0kicsinyes vagy k\u00f6z\u00f6ny\u00f6s \u00e9ppen,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

kicsit j\u00f3 \u00e9s kicsit rossz,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

savany\u00fa \u00e9s \u00e9des,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

sz\u00e9p \u00e9s cs\u00fanya,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

angyal arc\u00fa Sz\u00f6rnyella forma,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

egyszer jobbra fordul\u00f3,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

m\u00e1skor balra voksol\u00f3,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

kecskep\u00e1sztor, galamblelk\u0171 Feh\u00e9rl\u00f3fia,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

vid\u00e1m vagy szomor\u00fa vas\u00e1rnap,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

soha el nem m\u00fal\u00f3 var\u00e1zslat.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00a0<\/p>\r\n

Ki elhiszi, ki nem,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

\u00edgy pulz\u00e1lunk e t\u00f6k\u00e9letlen t\u00e9rben,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

verg\u0151dve f\u00e9nyben, s\u00fctk\u00e9rezve szennyben,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

soha nem el\u00e9g j\u00f3ban \u00faj gy\u00f6ny\u00f6rt keresve,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

soha el nem mondott sz\u00f3val<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

felt\u00e9tlen j\u00f3ra v\u00e1rva,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

v\u00e1gyva az abszol\u00fat sz\u00e9pre,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

a nyugodalmas \u00e9jre,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

gondtalan napra, \u00f6r\u00f6k m\u00e1mor t\u00e1ncra,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

b\u00edzva a v\u00e9gtelen id\u0151ben,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

rejt\u0151zk\u00f6dve, bujdokolva,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

csak senki meg ne l\u00e1ssa.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\r\n

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